MOODY MUCH?

Well I don't know why but some of my friends are kinda moody.......and they just love to snap at me for some question that I ask....it's in school by the way,and it's very annoying because it makes me feel like I'm a lousy friend.....and I have like complains from them too which kinda made me think why can't they just live with the people that they don't get along? I mean God made them like that so just accept it.....I look at that situation like that because I see people who are very tolerant with me.....I'm the worst friend that you could ever be friend .....that was like in primary 6 . And you should thank God that you don't have to see me like that now....all,I learn from a faithful friend who was so considerate that I finally realized what I did was wrong.....

It's not my job to tell my friends that they have to change or that they have issues....because it's not going to work that way....I know that my friends see me as immature and therefore wouldn't take me seriously and some more I don't want them to be someone they are not. If I were to tell them that they have issues, there is a chance where they feel they have to change and if that happens, they would try to be someone they are not or, they would take you on the negative side..they might even deny it and yeah it goes to alot more spider webs that could dig up old past that they would use against you.

I know that a good friend would tell them what is wrong with them and that is what I am going to do. You know there is two types of cases of telling your friend?

One is when your friend is doing something sinful,like say she is taking drugs or she is planning to commit suicide. That is when you should advice your friend.When they do something very VERY wrong.

Another is when your friend does something that hurts people.
this is when they start doing evil plots to HURT their friend, like in High School Musical three when the actor Ashley Tisdale planned all the evil things...that is when you tell them.

Look, if you are a good friend, you would FIRST learn to be considerate with others especially those who gets on your nerves.....if you find them hurting you then tell them or tell your other friends.....you should know that when you tell them that they are hurting you then you should also know that you are going to face alot of consequences. You shouldn't be afraid to tell them and it's best that you tell them yourself rather than telling people to tell them because there is a chance that they would see it differently and then give inaccurate information.

You should know that if you can't accept your friends now then when you go out of Brunei will you realize that friends like them are so much better.

You know who you are. It's time that you tell that person yourself. I will always be here to tell you wether you are right or wrong....trust me I know when you aren't.ANd you should also know that when you tell me the issues that that person has it could also lead to GOSSIP. Which is why I try to reduce the topic and try to tell you that you should just accept her the way she is.

I came across this verse right after a heated convo.....when i was doing my devotion....12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Collosians 3:13-14

Yesterday was a one in a million.......what happened? well i followed my friend to this exhibition that helps students to find which university they would like to attend after A levels....and I actually found this nice uni called Strathclyde ...i fell in love with the uni right after the interview....it has music, tourism, childhood care, sociology, history, English Literature, sports and also multimedia....this uni opened my tunnel vision a little bigger (hehe) and yeah i would want to take one of these course if i study there....it's in Scotland though....hahaha i might actually come back with Scottish accent!!!



But it was after the exhibition that things bacame quite tense....i had a meeting and i was supposed to be there by 5pm at Church but things took a quick turn when my friend's mom was the one to pick us up....i didn't want to bother her and it was supposed to be her dad that was going to pick us up and he agreed to it...but since her mum was the one who was going to pick us up....I had to ask someone to pick me up or else.........

SO yeah i didn't get to attend the meeting and the trip in her mum's car was deadly as the whole journey was like acceleration and sharp turns with bumpy stops.....not to forget it was so silent..........

I reached home...i got a call from Blessy and yeah she informed me that the meeting was like talking about the payment of the trip...i had to pay this Sunday....see the thing about 'Kaching' in my family is that we do get at times but when it comes...it goes to the bills and debts that we have put on hold and we end up dry and insufficient to pay for the next month's demand.......and if extra demand comes then the others have to be on hold again and yeah ......one more thing is that to get to pay something will take a long time....and yes you see me in nice clothes but you know what it's not from my own money..infact i don't have my own money....i keep my lunch food to collect to buy something i want and that ususally doesn't come true because somehow things get in the way and i have to abort the idea of getting that particular thing..... getting this phone feels like all my wishes have came truen because i never expected it at all..i didn't put any hope in it and yeah i don't know how it happened but it did..........(how i really wish i was rich)....

And you know, I can tell that there are people that have that look saying "and she says she doesn't have money..."

Oh well....i guess some things can't be avoided eh......only GOd knows what is going one...no matter what happens no one can know how i feel even if they go through the sane situation....they don't see like how i see......

My oh my......

This week has been a catastrophy because I have overcame kinda lots of heart bearing situations which I don't want to explain but anyways I mis blogging..and yesterday was like so tearful coz Juds went back to Miri....although I don't get aloong well with her,it's like when she goes home I feel like I lost a part of myself....I don't know why but somehow I feel whole again when she is around and ...I wasn't ready to let her go because she didn't really stay long downstairs with us to play bball.....it was wrong timing..... and yeah it's been difficult walking around with a wound on your heel because you stepped on a toothpick which went in like 2 inches deep? hmmm.....yeah now it's affecting my other leg...the thighs la..........anyways ...I miss Yeo chan and Wani chan..........T_T...i really wished you were here and not there...I a lil bit confused on some things like do i still or not......hmmm.....it's going to be a long year next year.....and exams are coming out....

What I really feel bad about is that I can't make enough time to do my devotion properly and it's like chaotic this week...so way chaotic.....man i really am running in HIm...yesh although my devotions are not soo ok.....I know my Lord is faithful and He is always there and I really thank God for His unfailling love and mercy and Campassion...........

OUCH!!!!!!!

Yeah after the graduation in UBD on Thursday, I was insisted by my friend to sleep over her house for the day...and so i did. That night, I was like talking a fast bath and then after nearly finishing.....I was stepping one step down from the step la.....then ah...at that very second....my brains was like saying oh Sheiela be careful "you'll fall!" but it was too late because......that instant I slipped and feel on my butt and wow it felt like my butt cracked (i mean my butt bone la not the flesh eewwwww!!) yeah and luckily i was like wearing just the inner skirt and it was at night so no big problem getting all wet.....because that night I was going with the family to an open house....and had to wear my skirt again after bathing....so yeah it was at night so no problem they can't see my legs without inner skirt...XD.....but yeah back to the butt fall. Yeah butt my butt felt like it was one side bigger than the other and also like I though I could'nt walk anymore because it was so painfullllll!!!!!! I tried to take a step or two and umm yeah TADDAA!!!!! I'm stilll ok!!!!

HAHAHAHA I know it's supposed to be funny but I just don't know how to say it to make it look funnny but yeah till now I still feel like inside my butt there is a scaror wound .....because everytime I start walking up the stairs in school or run, I can feel that my butt it one side bigger than the other....and that everytime i touch the wounded area it HURTS LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH well that's it for today...hahahaha......forgot to tell YDM during testimony....oh well it's too embarassing mahhhhh

XD XOXOXOX