Yesterday was a one in a million.......what happened? well i followed my friend to this exhibition that helps students to find which university they would like to attend after A levels....and I actually found this nice uni called Strathclyde ...i fell in love with the uni right after the interview....it has music, tourism, childhood care, sociology, history, English Literature, sports and also multimedia....this uni opened my tunnel vision a little bigger (hehe) and yeah i would want to take one of these course if i study there....it's in Scotland though....hahaha i might actually come back with Scottish accent!!!



But it was after the exhibition that things bacame quite tense....i had a meeting and i was supposed to be there by 5pm at Church but things took a quick turn when my friend's mom was the one to pick us up....i didn't want to bother her and it was supposed to be her dad that was going to pick us up and he agreed to it...but since her mum was the one who was going to pick us up....I had to ask someone to pick me up or else.........

SO yeah i didn't get to attend the meeting and the trip in her mum's car was deadly as the whole journey was like acceleration and sharp turns with bumpy stops.....not to forget it was so silent..........

I reached home...i got a call from Blessy and yeah she informed me that the meeting was like talking about the payment of the trip...i had to pay this Sunday....see the thing about 'Kaching' in my family is that we do get at times but when it comes...it goes to the bills and debts that we have put on hold and we end up dry and insufficient to pay for the next month's demand.......and if extra demand comes then the others have to be on hold again and yeah ......one more thing is that to get to pay something will take a long time....and yes you see me in nice clothes but you know what it's not from my own money..infact i don't have my own money....i keep my lunch food to collect to buy something i want and that ususally doesn't come true because somehow things get in the way and i have to abort the idea of getting that particular thing..... getting this phone feels like all my wishes have came truen because i never expected it at all..i didn't put any hope in it and yeah i don't know how it happened but it did..........(how i really wish i was rich)....

And you know, I can tell that there are people that have that look saying "and she says she doesn't have money..."

Oh well....i guess some things can't be avoided eh......only GOd knows what is going one...no matter what happens no one can know how i feel even if they go through the sane situation....they don't see like how i see......