So annoying..there were these boys coming into the comp lab...then they started saying foul words.....hah....and then from what I heard though,they were watching porns in the lab itself...I'm not sure if it's true but it seems that they are the kind who would do such things.....but a part of them does remind me of my classmate though (not the porny part)...I miss him hehehe He is a really good friend,and now he is in the Phillipines.....

Oh yeah..umm Rachel posted about me and Blessy...I felt so touched and to show that I really thank God for their friendship.....I'm gonna post something about them toooo..

Dear Rachel and Blessy,

I really thank God for you two...it's you people that keep me from feeling all alone at times when I'm emo....you know I'm really thankful that you and Blessy are really close friends now...come to think of it...before you guys were'nt that close(you know wat I mean right?hehehe) .Oh and I will never forget the memories we endured together......

Rachel is my sweet sister and so is Blessy..they are the ones who really know me from the inside at church and when I'm at home....they make me feel like I'm not the only one who has problems and they are not shy to just tell wat they feel ......I really am happy that I got friends like them......I just pray that on the day that the three of us depart...we will somehow meet again after 20 years I guess???? Oh the well...(hehehe Blessy always says that) I'll just leave it all to God......

Don't worry Yeo and Wani...I've never forgotten you guys......I really thank God that there are still people in the world like you all who still appreciates the true meaning of friendship......it's people like you (RACHEL,BLESSY,WANI,YEO) who helps me be me no matter how I look like or behave like....from loud annoying laughter too simply silly jokes....you guys make my life much more sweeter.....Ummm but that offcourse does not mean that God does not make my life any sweeter...He is the source of all sweetness....and it was His will that I got such nice and wonderful friends like you all...........

MISSING YOU ALL ALREADY!!!!!!! T_T

LOve
SHELLL (yeah the sea shell not the sheiela or SHE-LA or she^iela .......heheheheehe..haiya....wakau eh!!!!! PsssTTT!!!!! hehehehe I still love the way each and every one of you talk........hehehehehehehee )

Since childhood I've been brain fed that men are MONSTERS!!!!!! They treat you like dirt and as a woman,we don't have any power to say anything...and we cannot show our anger or moodiness to men especially to men called 'husbands'...my dad always says that if I show my sour face and anger,then he will certainly run away one day to another woman.....that made me have a bad impression on men...I think I dont want to get married in the future...yes maybe one day I might fall in love and all that but I prefer to just be alone....an ANDARTU! hehe if u know wat dat means.....besides,I have a very strong feeling that I may never settle down and have a family of my own,maybe it's just me...but somehow I just know that what I feel is right..maybe because the end of the world is coming near..so by the time my Lord comes I will still be single..hehehe
And I think I'm not ready to have someone 'special' ...sheesh I'm too young hehe, I think and my behaviour plus thinking is still kiddish...so if you talk about this kinda stuff..I seriously have no idea....I think you have to explain it from a to z. PLUS MEN ARE MONSTERS!!!!!!!! They gobble you up hehehe...no lah but most men are mean and monstrous....

......(sigh) woke up so late for school luckily my friend called me up.....poked my right eye right in the centre....IT HURTSSSS!!!!!! and then these days I am becoming toooooooo emoooooo .....i dont know why but I just can't help it.....I don't know why!!!!! help me!!!!!! I guess it's just those days when I feel really sad...k gtg bye!!!!!!!!!!

It was so cool like this empty space......



























......hehehehehe......sometimes words are just not enough to explain wat COOL is ...hehehehe enjoy the plainessss!!!!!!

Ever ever after (happily)...
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart
It's our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it to ever ever after
If we just don't get in our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away
Start a new fashion - wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's realest by making believe
Unafraid, unashamedThere is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted
You just might break through to ever ever afterForever could even start today
Ever ever afterMaybe it's just one wish awayYour ever ever after
Ever ever ever after(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh Oh OhForever ever after
Thanks to Meghan for these lyrics

Booom!!!!

And that was the start of a race...

A race which could last a lifetime...

She never thought life would be so light for once.....

So she decided to take a step of faith to run for Him....

she ran and she ran...

she never thought she could go that far and so she continued to run....

running and running,she began to feel tired....

she saw some trees which had apples growing near a field....

she felt thirsty and then wanted to quench her thirst but wait....

if she stop, she would be disqualified...

and also..she was told not to eat or drink anything from the field which was the trees that had apples......

she began to think that maybe she could sneak in for awhile and just grab one to just fill her for awhile....

but when she wanted to do that.....

she saw a man...he was one of the spectators....

so she decided that she should just forget about it and continue running....

she ran and she ran and somehow got a spark to run faster....

but at the middle of the race she saw a man selling some drinks...

she thought maybe she could just grab a bottle and drink when they are not watching...

but the man had a son who was part of the spectator.....and yes u guessed it right she decided not to do that...

after running a few miles.....she felt that she has lost all her sense of desire to run

she felt that maybe all that she had ran for was useless and can only be done by real athletes....

she also focussed on her muscles which were so painful...and her dry lips made her want to cry for water.....

she also noticed that the guy next to her who was also running the race was spitting out words which discouraged her.....

deep inside she cried for help...she asked Him why all this pain and discouragement......and she shed tears of weariness......

in those seconds of her pain and suffering...she began to hear a little voice ...more like the wind...it whispered and told her to just let go and surrender it all to Him....and she did.....

that very moment...she lifted her life to God...... she ran, but in a tired state.....after running for 95 years...she saw the finish line and although exhausted...she took a sprint and got first in the longest most painful race of alll....

the reward she got?????

eternal life and a perfect home called the Kingdom of heaven....

Sometimes in life we get tired..we decide to run the race for Him and get tired..honestly I always get tired and and even stop...I commit sins which I cannot forgive myself ....but in those times when I felt really down and low was the times I learnt lessons in life the most....so don't give up and keep running for Him...I'm still running and I can't wait to see the finish line when I'm 90++++ hehehehehe.......

Life.........
Easy to say......
But hard to endure......

Funny isn't it? We see life in a very different way...each of us are all different but yet somehow the same.....it's funny how life can look so easy but yet so hard to stand on you own two feet when troubles and obstacle comes in your way.....

These days I feel like want to post something but to lazy to type in and squeeze my brains to find proper words so I seperated them into three post. I prefer to use short words to express what I want to say.

P.S the words you read are not always what you think....it's a pun.....

Sometimes...friendly and easy to approach
Other times.......hard to say
Today,happy....the next moody
Today sad....the next joyful
Someone is alone says it....should I say hello?
Are you ok? pops out...but yet to random to say
Someone needs Him says it......but what am I to do?
Someone is crying inside says it....but yet what can I do?
I ask....I seek .....I pray.....only God can make a way.......

Friends...
Once was here now is gone....
Feelings? Missing.......
Hurt? to much too say...
Angry? Speechless......
Dissapointed? long story.......

(Sigh) I miss you Yeo Siew Cheng.... T_T