Friday, May 23, 2008
Scary......
Today is the day Blessy and I will worship lead.....I'm really scared because I'm not like Caroline who is always organized or like Michelle who knows what to do.....I'm so nervous and right now I pray that I will do well....offcourse it is not about me but the thing is that it is for God which makes it even scarier...coz to do it for God is a very critical thing...it reflects His name at the same time.......Oh God please help me......I surrender to You......
Sunday, May 18, 2008
So glad.....
My Gfriend....
Not mad...
Instead just glad....
Glad to have met....
A friend who is like that.....
And now I'm glad...
To have know that....
She is ok with that.....
Oh God I'm so Glad....
Glad that she is ok with that....

Juz wanna let you know...
that I love you all.......
Blessy ans Rach....
Stars in my life....
Caroline and Laurice as well as Becky....
My sport....
My life.....
Offcopurse God is still no. 1
But I still love you allll........


Thanks Gals.........
^_^

Without you gals i dont know how i would be....
Probably a girl without sense of fashion taste......
Or no experience in chatting hehehee....
Or maybe the girl who has the worst hair style ever...i know like pontianak
heheheehe love you gals so much.,.......
Rach you and Blessy have made me feel not left out at YDm.....thanks dear..lots.
Oh and not to forget Annna
And you Ash....mish u gals so much ........
Thanks lots for the love nad the tender kindness you gals provided.....
I just wish i was the richest girl in this country that i could give you some presents for your birthday and also get a nice hot car so that i could drive you anywhere......during holidays.....or even when during church camp
.....(SIGH) man how i wish i could.....and the like go shopping and then go on holidays when the treat is on me.....i wish i wish...maybe it will come true one day ........

God if it is your will.....if you know i can handle it...if it would not put You second place if i really had the chance......please make it come true.......
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Stupidity......
I don't know how or why...but my school is the most terrible school ever the worst that i could ever imagine..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean to block youtube or friendster is one but to block my blog is terribly TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i know other words but right now i can't think of another word that is strong and poignant....seriously...I HATE this school so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


So i guess i can't see my blog or visit anybody...therefore i can't see anything......
Sunday, May 4, 2008
this day.....
I'm still not convinced with the job choice I'm thinking of ....I'm not sure if being a lawyer is what I would be good at....and I'm not sure if I'm ready to go for a teacher either.......(SIGH) oh well I'll just leave it all to God and yeah what do I have to worry about........after all God is always by my side each step of the way. =)