LOL, yeah after like how many months of MIA on this blog. I finally came back to say that I'm gonna blog right now. Well, life has been up the highway ever since I started working. There's a huge tangle of emotions with family, friends and even my faith in my Saviour. It's like everything is beginning to look so much different in my eyes. I don't think the way I used to, well, not much la. I don't react the way I used to. I don't laugh as much as I used to. I just can't help but be different from the way I used to be. Maybe people don't see it, but I do. Coz it's me.

I don't know whether I'm maturing or it's just the surrounding I'm in at work which makes me this way, but yeah, things have changed. I don't intend to go back to the way I used to be. I guess, this person that I have become right now is the more improved version than the last. Then again, I will miss the times when I can just laugh at anything and not worry too much about everything that happens around me.

To add up more about life so far, I actually miss studying. Perhaps above all, studying the English Language and also the Infamous Study of Literature. I miss that a lot especially these days. What with realizing all the mistakes I make in my conversation and also in my writing makes me want to improve my vocab and grammar. Because of this, I suddenly had the urge to start reading again. Maybe I'll try to get something of the shelf one of these days after pay day.... =)

Gosh, I've never had so much of things to say on my blog really. This is the first time that I can really express what I really want to say. Getting the right time and words is crucial if you really want to express all the cobwebs that you've compiled in you...

I guess it's because I haven't been writing out and just kept them bottled in...