I felt like I just consumed invisible poison. Still trying to overcome the reality of a problem. I must say that it's through God's strength that I am able to stay this stable. I can't do it alone.

Lord, please grant this prayer of mine. Only through You that I can over see the famine and look to the green pastures of the future as You have said that the plans You have for us is good and filled with hope.

Lord, I wish that he knows that no matter what happens or who he is, I still am there for him...but this, I can only say it here.