Sunday, May 31, 2009
Sunday 31st May 2009
This was the most wonderful destressed day ever in my entire life....you know why? Coz I SWAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At the stadium with Michelle, Emily,Blessy , Joyce,Ches, Matt, Ryan and Dennis!!!!!!! We had a nice time, it was the first time for me to swim at the stadium and it was way bigger than what we saw at the first pool we wanted to swim in xP. Plus it was so much cheaper too. Well at the end of the day, what matters most was that what I prayed for came true. I told God that I want to always remember Him in all situations; not only in bad,low times but also in happy hyper times!!!! When I went swimming I didn't really had Him in mind but God did...and guessed what He did to remind me? I was responsible for losing Chester's goggles because I was the last person who used it. =(

So on my way back in to the pool area, I didn't find it at first , Joyce came and helped me but no luck. I thought, "this is it man this is where all my stress will return, I will be hated by Chester!!!!!" I turned back. I looked again, maybe it was at the place where I showered before changing. Nada. I didn't give up, I thought maybe it was at the boy's toilet the shower part I mean. Just in case. One glance, there at the shower tap, hanging innocently was CHESTER'S GOGGLES! UGH~!!!!! Now the problem was how do I get it because it's the guy's toilet, i don't want to get sued for intruding! Thank God for my saviour , Joyce! Dived right in and came out. How did I feel? First GREATLY RELIEVED. Second, CHESTER!!!!!!!!!! I SO WANT TO KILL YOU! Metaphorically speaking of course XD hehehe....on the other hand I remembered that if it wasn't for the prayer I prayed earlier, this would probably not happen. In other words, it was part of God's plan to remind me that in all times I would remember Him, that He will be every where,every time in everything: in my heart.

I just THANK GOD that I didn't lose Chester's goggles and that I got the message from God to always remember Him! =) ^-^ The feeling of finding for something that i thought that I lost was PRICELESS. Come to think of it, it seems like the hiding game we played yesterday at YDM helped....hahahha at least i found this one! BIG SIGH OF RELIEF ! WAOH! GREAT DAY!

THANKS TO MICHELLE WHO MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE, AND THE REST FOR MAKING IT AN AWESOME EVENT! XD
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Why?
I don't want this to happen again. I am happy with the way things are .....but i can't help bumping into obstacles and just fall over and starting at square one again.....Mr.Rochester...I thought he was not like the rest then now suddenly he is like a stranger to me again...oh well i will try my best to mend things...just hope that things will turn out right......SIGH.....why....I don't want to ruin people's lives......I can't help it.....

I hate this....