After soo long she thought she knew him...she remembered those days when he used to bully her and the days when he was so kind to her. She told me that she fell for him because of his friendliness and kindness....(shessh man this girl!!!!) She said she saw his heart and not his outward appearance and that she actually disliked him for his looks..but it was because he was so kind to her that touched her heart and realize that he is a guy to like...
unfortunetly now she is telling me that she realize too that he has changed alot and has somehow became much more mean and kinda like a grinch......GREEN MEAN FIGHTING MACHINE....hehehe..
Anyways thats what she told me so yeah hope that jerk will read this and realize!!!!!!! His stupidity.Ah I don't know why I'm doing this.

How funny it can be....how playing DDR can make you realize something that you thought you never would have seen before. Well you know the song right? Well I kinda love it now because these days I've been wondering who and where I want to go or be. It pulled me down into the darkness of my life. It was so important to me that just thinking about it makes me so worried that I just want to cry.(I know so sheesh Sheiela,is that all you know ? Cry when trouble strikes you?)
Haha believe or not I prefer to just let it out then to let it just boil over and create an eruption in your heart.

Anyways yeah today was a bit of bitter because of school. Funny how I love it and hate it equally
money, future and life. These are the things that keep me awake most nights
These are the topics which I talk to and cry out to God at night. You think you sleep late?
Heh....