Just felt like spilling something form my heart....today is just like any other day.
I was kinda upset over my homework that it wasn't accepted,I really miss YDM although it's just a week without it. Ummm btw last Tuesday was Carolines birthday and so yeah I wan't so WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes your 15 years now and I pray that You will encounter Him every single day of your life wether in sad or good times.!_! Hehe....I really miss you so much.



I just want to say other stuff too and it's best that it is words.....

You like I like....
You smile I blossom....
You wink I laugh......
When you're around I feel lively...
When you're gone I feel lost......
Thank You so much for giving my life some spice in it.....
Sadly you're not mine.........T_T

Ah well that doesn't mean that I should kill myself or anything but I really thank God for these problems.......because He kinda showed me that what ever I need besides God will be used by the Devil against me.HAHA!!!!!!!!!

Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and then all these thigns shall be added unto You!

Thinking of the past that was in my life....
Doomed,dark ,dead,
all i could see was me,
not you or them,
right after you cleansed me....
I saw what life was finally about...
And now i'm no more lonely....
Cause you are there by my side....
You not only gave me a new family...
but you changed me inside out
slowly,gradually,softly,
You touched this sad soul and turned it into sweet memories....
Day by day i used to cry...
and day by day i wondered why....
You came and told me this is why....
and made this sad soul high....
Lord you are indeed the salt in my life....
For like salt You gave me a life.....
You made me know that You're always there....
Holding my hand till the day end......

I love You Lord....
And I thank You so MUCH for every single thing you've done......

I saw my brothers friends and their first impression from their language was not the one I would like my bro to be friends with......but the Holy Spirit made me realize that I was no different from them because I'm coloured and plus financially challenged and I always look dirty and scrufy....so what's the diffrence with them and you? But you know what ? God loves you and them just the same so you shouldn't just judge people like that....I really thank the Holy Spirit for being such a teacher.....you know if you are in alot of problems and can't keep your mind clear then it will be hard to listen to Him in times of trouble...the best way is to surrender (or give it to God) all your problems and let Him set the path for you......like the scripture says that be quick to listen but slow to speak in the book of Matthew,I think....forgive me if that's wrong hehehehehe....but yeah this was todays lessons.......

Thank You Daddy.....^_^

Now days in the world it's so hard not to say something that means a sincere good thing..what i mean is that most of the words we say is either a good word before but now has another meaning as in a euphemism of a foul word like fudge replacing one of the worst swear word in the English language. To me it all depends on the way you think,if you think it's bad then it's bad but if you just see it as a word that can mean chocolate fudge then that's better. I don't know, it's hard to say but what is important is to fill your mind with God's word....it will help cleanse the 'dirty yellow mind' you have.

Everybody had posted their experience in basketball (a.k.a bball) and so i thought maybe i should also post something about it too. well last Sunday was cool,even though we lost in the match,I did gain something from the training Kit,T,Jack,Wes,Ben, Lorene and uh..yeah i think that's all of them who taught us one week before the match took place. I really owe them alot,and I wouldn't know what true basketball is all about without these people so THANKS GUYS!!!!!!! ^_^ Yes, I know that I very blurr and I tend to shut down from reality most of the time and I'm sorry about that okay? I just don't know how to stop it.Anyways bball was really fun .......... and tough........
I wanted to put in some yummy looking fudge cake but i think our school has blocked it too...somehow it doesn't want to paste or copt....oh well later maybe.

Today was a kinda normal day...just that my dad forgot to pick me up from school at 12...it's ok...i was angry at first but then what to do...I then decided to post in school and go home at 3pm instead,kinda boing today...History is gaining up fast and I need to catch up FAst!!!!! and Sociology is kinda ok la but not that fun as i expected it to be....(sigh) had a very weird dream last night.......about Rachel and something...ah just forget it la....heheheheh........

Each and everyone of us has been given blessings in one or another way. For me I'm blessed with clothes. I just realized that the clothes I have was mostly given by my friends of which they probably would not want to be exposed. But you know who you are right....? I really thank God for them and their kind heart, the reason why I'm typing this down is because I received some unpleasent news.But what I find on the good side was that what I have is not from me but from my friends (offcourse God's the one planning everything). I just want to thank God so much SO MUCH !!!!!!

Just wish I didn't lose what I had............everything would be fine.......T_T

I just read this book and is still reading it,it's about how to control our emotions.....
I hate myself for being emotional sometimes...it hurts me and also the people around me...
I just pray that god will help me change myself and learn to become a better Christian to show a better example to the world.

Reached school today and then closed the door of the car shut and thight,ironically I felt a slight no not slight but alot of pain on my pinky...after a few seconds of blurness I realized that my pinky was stuck in between the door of the car and the car body....you know right the tiny space ,that little line between the door and the car? Yeap that is where is got jammed up.Luckily my brain was working quite fast that I had just the right amount of time to open the door to release my little pinky before the car started moving off to work. Aware of the pain,I just let it down and didn't want to look at it for fear that the bone was you know broken or something. But after the next three seconds I saw a pint of blood on the floor, only then i knew that my pinky was bleeding and the nail was not perfectly ok, it was not whole but it was still intact.It's just that the nail kinda got a little cut which offcourse was the cause of blood flowing out. Another thing was my pinky was and is still swollen to twice the size of my other normal un harmed pinky. Now I have to worry about the blood clot other than my nail which is not whole anymore. The funny thing was that one of the guy in my school saw the blood and his expression was nervous...I guess the blood drops on the ground looked to scary for him.....I just thank God that it's just my right hand and not my left.