This friend of mine always knows how to explain to me things that I do not know. For example, when it comes to music, my friend would know how to give me the perfect picture in my brain and it makes clear sense to me.

This friend of mine knows my humour and laughs very heartily when I say one. We understand each other's joke.

It's fun being with this friend of mine. I miss this friend of mine. I wish I could say right to my friend's face but it'll just make it awkward.

Every where I go I remember things this friend of mine does, says or act out.

Everything I do, I remember things this friend of mine did in the past.

It's making my life miserable...... I miss this friend of mine so so so much.....

But offcourse, I can't say that to you because you are just a friend of mine......not more not less.....you would only see me in that way and not more.....not less..........


Plus, I am not the type for you.....you are way way up there and I'm way way way down here......you deserve better......You deserve someone better than me....much much much more........