The things i want to say
The things i want to do
The dreams i want to make come true
Are just in my head

I try so hard to explain
each thought
but words come out
that's not...

I can't find myself in this
My life feels blank and stiff
I can't find my way out
Where can i go right now...


Death,life,death

Can i leave soon?

The scare the years ahead brings
My family and my friends
What is going to happen?

The end is near I fear.
I'm losing my mind right now
Don't know, need help.

He feels distant
I tell myself
Life is not all about you
nor is it about feelings
It's about being someone,
to help someone,
bring back someone

before it's too late.

Can't figure this out
the white and the black
before clear
now gray

No one cares these days
they try but do they?

I wished i cared.