School's been really boring lately.....friends are the only reason why i push myself to go.... sigh...... Socio class is really exciting but the killer is, i don't have anyone sitting beside me to share my thoughts and opinions because i'm too shy to voice out. =(




It's really funny but lately, i wished that i could call someone and talk to them on the phone, or like rather someone call me coz i really feel bored at home.

So yeah i really wished someone called me and talk to me....thank GOD that BLessy called me last night and talked to me for a lil while.....

OHhhh yahhhh.... i managed to play badminton last night and it was kinda ok but i'm still now statisfied because we didn't really play a serious game at all. ahahhahaha anyways got to go coz Wani's here and she's bugging me to go now...she said "Sheiela, you must respect the law of 60minutes! " gah okie " 60 minutes my BUTT" hehehehehe she's reading it now........... okie then bye bye!!!!!!!


Seriously....someone call me, i feel bored and alone at home....=(

OH MAN OH MAN!!!!! It was so embarassing!!!!!!! Just now before entering the library, after putting down my bag and files on the floor,my inner pants felt like it was about to fall or more like it was way below my waist so yeah felt very uncomfortable. The normal thing to do is to pull it up unconsciously, but WHOOOPE DO i didn't even cared about the people behind me and so i just pulled it up which to some would look like i had a wedgie or vacuum (some may call it). In the struggle to pull my pants up, i turned around and WHOAH! This guy was like bending down to pick his beg up, he was watching the whole scene and worst of all, he is like only a few inches away!!!! By the time my brain switched on to stop the whole process, it was already too late, as his head got up to see who in the world is this shameless PIG, he saw my face. BOy oh BOy should you see the looks on his face-- it was like a mixture of disgust and confussion and it ended with hidden laughter the minute he recognised my face......GArrrrrrrrr.. the next thing i could do was turn back and avoid his glance............AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......plus i was like trying to drink water and i nearly choke coz my friend Wani was trying hard to understand why i was behaving like that and when she did i couldn't even SWALLOW!!! oh man so embbarassing!!!!!.....plus the worst thing is, this happened in my school and the odds of bumping into that guy would be like what,10 in like 15 times!!!!! D=




anywhoo, i could only laugh.......and yeah continue what i was supposed to do. NO not pull my pants up! Go to the library lah!!!! AIGO!!!!!

D U E! Those letters have been my best friends in school, especially in my tests. You know why??? Because these letters are always on my answer sheets, after the teachers finished marking them. Sigh, I wonder when A, B, and C will soon realise that I'm fun friend to be with !!!! ARgh......

Hahahah yea it sounds like a story huh? Well it's true, DUE, they're my best friends eversince i entered college. =(


Yeah this what i was thinking about this morning before i entered history class.




Seriously dissapointed in myself

Well it's not really the last post but it's for now because I know for a fact that tomorrow is the last day of school holidays and yeah I''ll be having my exams very soon and have to prepare alot of things.

Right here it goes, I wouldn't be able to make this GORGEOUS blog without YOU, that is EMILY TAN HUI FEI!!!!! XD MUAHZ a tousand and one *wink! heheheheheh Yes ALL the credit goes to her for all the pain she took to help me especially when I'm very choosy and very particular over everything. Yes the princess right now is sleeping so I'm taking this opportunity to make a BIG THANK YOU NOTE to her without her knowing it.

THANK YOU EMMY!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!! THANKS TO YOU I HAVE MY GENUINE BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







Right another thing......to my future husband who right now I don't know who that muddle bugger pig is, I just want to tell you that I wish you were here right now and that I wish that I knew you like now actually and that YOUR IN BUG BUG TROUBLE!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA that's because I wish that i can rest my shoulder on you right now.

Thing is about this BGR thing, I'm not ready for a relationship. I'm more in need of a guy friend who i can always call no matter what time of the day whenever i have any problems and i can always lean my head on his shoulders and play with him and be all mean to him. Honestly this is because I've never had a relationship before (it's a parents's thing) and so I'm very scared of having commitments. Maybe I need to get some advice from the leaders in YDM about these things because right now I'm really desperate for a guy. Hopefully God has someone for me =)

Oki doke, got to go sleep now!

So farewell my blog that's always dead and dreary. I will miss you.
XOXOXO

Where ever you are,just want to let you know I miss you and I love you already before I even know you. =)

To my dearest Father in Heaven, Thank You so much for these 3 weeks of holiday that you have set for me and the others who really needed it badly.

I love YOu Lord!!!
Good night Daddy!

May i dream about You tonight.




Written with lots of love.......

Hello!!! Good morning my dearly beloved,it's a wonderful morning a minute before 9am sweeps in. =)

Yes i woke up with a banging headache, most probably the sinus that i have been having since young which i claim to be most of the time but i i'm not really sure of it because i never had a check up with the doctor..... so yeah maybe not sinus. I keep sneezing because of the morning chill hehehehe......

It's a Saturday morning and only a few hours until YDM starts and i still haven't even finished my homework, HISTORY assignment! But yeah, i did the reserch already so i just have to fit things in and just start writting an eassay formed answer.

All throughtout last night, i was kinda semi conscious and had a slight headache, oh well maybe when school starts, i'll have my sleep back again.

I'm listening to Casting Crowns now, first it was "Your Love is Extravagant", i love the soft and touching intro and yeah i love his voice alot. Now I'm listening to "Somewhere in the middle" , I love it sooooooo much!!!!!! I just love Casting Crowns because of the singer's rusty manly voice and the words of the song are words that my brain can never seem to think of but is exactly what i would want to say to my Lord. Man oh man he really has a nice voice....I love his voice and the words just adds the UMPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Incase you want to hear the songs I'm hearing to right now, it's playing now =)

Yes Lord Your LOVE is extravagant and I love you. I can never forget your unfailing love, your sweet soft warm Love that always calms my stormy heart.....

I love you Lord, your friendship is intimate. A friend that is always there during good times or bad times. ALthough friends may fail to understand me, you know my deepest thoughts and raging feelings that disturbs me and you comfort me in the most delicate way. Your love is extravagant.

I love YOu Lord, spread wide in the arms of Christ, you capture my heart again. No matter how many times i fail to keep you FIrst in my heart and life, you wait patiently for me to get back on my feet and stabilize myself and then welcome me in the most loving way, as if i have never done anything wrong. This i feel after asking for your forgiveness...

YOu love me and the others all the same, i know i haven't been the best reflector, but i know they (those who don't know you) will find you in their own unique way. Plus grace is there to save them. I love you LOrd.


Your love covers sin, no greater love have i ever known who can consider me your friend. Oh Lord YOu really amaze me and YES I love YOU. I can never find the best words to express YOur love. I love YOU LORD......that's all i can say which can't even describe YOUR LOVE in any tiny way................................

I LOVE YOU LORD. =)