I don't want this to happen again. I am happy with the way things are .....but i can't help bumping into obstacles and just fall over and starting at square one again.....Mr.Rochester...I thought he was not like the rest then now suddenly he is like a stranger to me again...oh well i will try my best to mend things...just hope that things will turn out right......SIGH.....why....I don't want to ruin people's lives......I can't help it.....
I hate this....