Mission trip

It's over but the memories still live in me and the others who went....well i really learnt alot from the kids and the teachers there...they really taught me to love and to appreciate what i have.....I really...Thank God for this opportunity and it's no use telling people what we did because it can never show them the real experience....lots of things are happening this week...sleepovers....Christmas pary.......feels like i'm a live zombie trying to find herself and she really has lost the true meaning of life..it's hard she can't cry and she can't laugh the way she used to.....I don't know the main cause for this trouble but i really thank God for what He has done so far....i can see He is there to help me but it's me sinking deeper in a hole of unknown..it's hard to explain and no one can help me now exept God...only He knows my pain........even I don't know what pain am i going through........

MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCE TO AUNTY SOPHIA,UNCLE PHILLIP,MICHELLE AND EMILY.......