2008............

Wow t feels like it was only yesterday that the year 2008 had just begun....and now look it's already the end of it.....Boy oh boy how time just slip through your hands when you tend to be really busy.....I'm gonna miss this year alot.....and am going to embrace the new one starting tommorow......I hope that with me going MIA......I wouldn't miss the best things of the year...I somehow feel it that way, that when i go away, all the nice events just take place and making you end up losing all the opportunity to make memories......T_T...I feel really sad...it's like next year is going to be like a cage keeping me in...confining me.......oh well... i really hope that i would still keep my friendhip close...coz it feels like the meaning of friendship has died down and i'm beginning to lose all my friends...even if they were close.....I feel like I lost them on the inside...but come what may....God is still there.......

I miss the old times.........where are they now?

"I DON"T CARE"

You know that is practically the most common word used by teenagers....when they reach that stage in life, they soon learn this particular word....you know why? Because they learn that nobody wants to know about what has been happening in their life.....so to top off that hurt, they too become what others have done to them....=( Sad huh? Well that was how i became the 'don't care type' .... oh well the world is cruel no matter how sweet you make it...... =)

Butter....more butter and Voila, Cookies!!!!!

Yes we have been baking cookies like for 12 hours? Ahahahah.....yes we were at Christina's house yesterday and started baking like at 2pm? And then stopped like at 1am.....slept at 4am and woke up at 10ish in the morning.....We had to bake cookies for the people at the old folks home and the Church wanted 36 containers of cookies which, if we were to count...would be like 1000 cookies! Well honestly it didn't feel like we baked that much but I think all in all it is kinda like that number. We had tonnes of fun! Although we like kinda sick of baking cookies...I still wouldn't mind eating cookies...the ones we bakes especially XD.....we didn't take photos coz we were so busy and our hands were coated with greasy mixture of flour....the most funn part was when we started calculating how much flour and the other ingredients because i guess I miss maths........well I got to go now because we are now going to [ractice our dasncing..I am actually at Church right now..thanks to Shannen I can finally blog about someting......Thanks Shannen!!!! :) (wink) It's the final dress rehearsal before Christmas eve...I'm reaslly excited for the arrival of Christmas!!!.........oh well gotta now.....TO all my dear friends


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!

Mission trip

It's over but the memories still live in me and the others who went....well i really learnt alot from the kids and the teachers there...they really taught me to love and to appreciate what i have.....I really...Thank God for this opportunity and it's no use telling people what we did because it can never show them the real experience....lots of things are happening this week...sleepovers....Christmas pary.......feels like i'm a live zombie trying to find herself and she really has lost the true meaning of life..it's hard she can't cry and she can't laugh the way she used to.....I don't know the main cause for this trouble but i really thank God for what He has done so far....i can see He is there to help me but it's me sinking deeper in a hole of unknown..it's hard to explain and no one can help me now exept God...only He knows my pain........even I don't know what pain am i going through........

MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCE TO AUNTY SOPHIA,UNCLE PHILLIP,MICHELLE AND EMILY.......