Monday, March 31, 2008
Is it intuition?
Since childhood I've been brain fed that men are MONSTERS!!!!!! They treat you like dirt and as a woman,we don't have any power to say anything...and we cannot show our anger or moodiness to men especially to men called 'husbands'...my dad always says that if I show my sour face and anger,then he will certainly run away one day to another woman.....that made me have a bad impression on men...I think I dont want to get married in the future...yes maybe one day I might fall in love and all that but I prefer to just be alone....an ANDARTU! hehe if u know wat dat means.....besides,I have a very strong feeling that I may never settle down and have a family of my own,maybe it's just me...but somehow I just know that what I feel is right..maybe because the end of the world is coming near..so by the time my Lord comes I will still be single..hehehe
And I think I'm not ready to have someone 'special' ...sheesh I'm too young hehe, I think and my behaviour plus thinking is still kiddish...so if you talk about this kinda stuff..I seriously have no idea....I think you have to explain it from a to z. PLUS MEN ARE MONSTERS!!!!!!!! They gobble you up hehehe...no lah but most men are mean and monstrous....